How can there be so many personalities?

How can there be so many personalities?

Why do people fall for the people they fall for?

I kind of wish I wasn't such a sucker for girls who have similar interests as I.
Why is that so attractive?


It seems like it would give something for me to talk about, but no matter one no one is ever interested in anything as much as I am, no matter what it is. If I waste time to think about it for a second that means I'll think about it a million more seconds.

And I'm constantly making references to things that no one ever really gets.

And if I really like you, you'll know it. My mind becomes one tracked all of a sudden and instead of thinking of a million things constantly, every other thought will be of you. What you're doing and if you've thought about me recently. It's hard to tell these things when you're so far away and inconsistent.

But I guess consistency is never completely possible. There aren't patterns.

Or maybe there is. Just generally though.

I always try to tell myself that I won't spill my whole heart out so much, I'll just let her come to me. But I can't help it when I don't want to lose the person.

I hope things get a little easier.